self-doubt

While i'm working on getting over this most detrimental of personal issues, it still rears its ugly head with disappointing regularity.

Himself says i'm not allowed to have doubts about my capabilities...about myself.

Oooooook then...*deep breath*...and "smile, Sunshine...smile."

i had a meeting with my team leader and a co-worker today on a product that we now use, "WebCT Vista". It has a variety of uses and applications in our office and institution, but i'm going to be taking over a rather sizeable section for our department.

i know NOTHING about this particular piece of software...nada, zip, zilch....nuthin'!

Not a frickin' thing beyond logging in, i learned that today...lol

We are the IT department. 99% of the people that work in the department are BIG geeks...lol...i'm one of about 3 or 4 that aren't "true" geeks, we tend to be more administrative in nature. To be given this task and its enormity is extremely intimidating to me but also complimentary all at the same time. IF she didn't think i were capable, she wouldn't set me up to fail...right??? :)