jealousy

I told someone tonight that I don't do jealousy. That it serves no one and only damages, it does no good.

That wasn't always the case. Quite the contrary, believe you me....lol

If someone tried to take something that was MINE...they'd be spittin' teeth. Ok, so I'm not that violent (any more) but I was a mean, possessive, jealous, unreasonable bitch when it came to thatwhichbelongedtome...or so I perceived it to be. I was just a very unhappy person in those days too though and thought I'd find the answers in the bottom of a vodka bottle or f*d up on whatever...

But that's a whole 'nother dozen or so blog entries alone and I'd have to change names to protect the not so innocent...lol

It wasn't until very recently, I finally learned the lesson that he's been trying to teach me 'lo these past 4 years.

I cannot posses anyone anymore than I myself can be possessed, but I can share and embrace and enjoy my life...such as it is.

I can make life happen, instead of waiting for it to happen to me.